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Monday, October 24, 2011

Hey.

Can't stand it. This morning dad wanted me to wash the dishes, but mum told me to help dad download his drama first. I bluntly followed mum's orders and in the end, I got scolded badly by her. We argued, she said I don't take responsibilities, and so lazy, but I argued back that I DO have intention to wash the dishes after I'm done with dad's drama. So annoying. Went to Limbang again. Had a great chat with my bii until the connection went off. -_-"

Mum was scolding me in the car, but I put my music to max volume I couldn't even hear the outside. After she's done scolding me, she went to scold dad. Wtf. Dad didn't even do anything. She blamed him for putting this family into this situation, where eating is also a problem. Dad just shut up, because he didn't want to argue with mum.

When I came back from Limbang, I chatted with a friend. She's confused abt two guys, one is her ex-lover and one is her current boyfriend. She said she loved both, but her ex-lover asked her to choose one of the other. She's in a dilemma. I told her to choose her boyfriend, because she had already set her mind of being with him. She told her ex-lover, and he cried so badly... She was wondering, she wasn't so perfect, she wasn't so good, why did he love her.. Her ex lover never forgot her after their break-up. He has been constantly loving her until now. He was stupid enough to not asked her to be with him again, but to let her current boyfriend to take action. He blamed himself for being too late.. She felt so painful, hurting him, but she had to choose one, or she'll be two-timing. She actually never really loved her boyfriend, because she loved her ex-lover, but she had no choice. She accepted his proposal. :/ anyway, moving on...

Had my ice-cream cake this afternoon. My bii said he's going to play badminton, so he went off WA. My bii, he cried. He finally saw his biological father. He also overheard his conversation with bii's foster parents. His mother died giving birth to him. He keeps blaming himself that he caused his mother's death :/ I don't know how to calm him down, I just wish I'm there to hug him and lessen his pains and sorrows >.< I went all emo, and watched 'Strangers Again'. Their background music, So weightless by David Choi, and Cambridge by Kina grannis is good.

This is 'so weightless' sung and composed by David Choi..

I only know, not everyone sees
Something there beyond the breeze
A lioness stare, blond wavy hair
Beautiful, so hard not to care

Every move I make, gets closer to you
Reach your hand out
Should I grab or should I go

I’m feeling so weightless
I don’t know what
I don’t know how
I ended up in this cloud
I’m feeling so helpless
I don’t know when
I don’t know how
I’m ever gonna get down

I got a question can I stay for a while?
I’m liking it here but am I on file?
I just want to talk, but you seem so far
Fading away, just like a star

Before you could answer
You’ve drifted away
Left me here alone, but right now I’m feeling ok


I’m feeling so weightless
I don’t know what
I don’t know how
I ended up in this cloud
I’m feeling so helpless
I don’t know when
I don’t know how
I’m ever gonna get down

Before I know it I can’t help but wonder
My friends are waiting for me but if I could just stay here
So caught up in bliss, where is my answer?

I’m feeling so weightless
I don’t know what
I don’t know how
I ended up in this cloud
I’m feeling so helpless
I don’t know when
I don’t know how
I’m ever gonna get down

Feelin so weightless…Feelin so weightless…

The song can be heard from here.. So Weightless - David Choi

And Kina Grannis's 'Cambridge'

Cambridge

Just give it to me quick
Are you coming home?
Don't dance around it

I need to hear this
I chose you long ago
Have you chosen me yet?

[Chorus:]
Cause I'm starting to wear thin
Find it harder to forgive
Every time you let us slip
Down your list of priorities
I'm waiting
For you to finally say
You are here, and here to stay
But, darling, if you know that it's through
Can't keep doing what you do
Is it time to let go of you?

Now please don't take this wrong
You know I want you
But don't think I won't move on

[Chorus]

You once whispered words to me
Wondering if anybody loved each other like we do

I'm waiting for you to finally say
You are here, and here to stay
But, darling, if you know that it's through
You can't keep doing what you do
Is it time to let go of you?
Time to let go of you
Time to let go of you

Can be found here.. Cambridge - Kinda Grannis

I couldn't study Bio, Idk why. I catch no balls when I'm reading. God, I'm doomed. I miss Jeremy hun. He WA me today. Missed him too much >.<" of course, I miss Bryan bii as well. :') I'm trying to study hard now.

Btw, mum's leaving for Msia tomorrow... Goodbye mum.. :'/

-lollipopkat signed off. *Cries*


♥ I always love you, my Bryan ♥ 10/24/2011 12:52:00 AM
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