Hello.
Woke up at 7 something today just to go to Limbang again. Didn't do much over there, so yeah. Had roti canai for brunch :3 hehehehehehehe. When I returned from Brunei, I keep forcing my dad to buy Banana xD to work on my BRAIN POOOOWERR~ You can read this :) It's interesting though x) Anyway, later that afternoon I went to Plaza Athira to get rental check but it's not ready yet, so I bought the Corn Cup thingy X_x" God, I'm so getting fat. Exams are getting nearer and I have not studied since Friday. Chemistry paper 4 is this Wednesday and I looked like a healthy smart cunt. -.-" But I'm not, I'm a scared, worried kitten -.-" SADDD DIIE MEEEEE :/ Talking about this afternoon, I received an inbox message...
Finally, he came. He came to talk to me. He said he's afraid that I was angry with him that's why he never find me. -.-" I find that ridiculously a lame excuse. I thought he didn't care. I thought he's forgotten me. I always see him updating himself in Facebook, but he never did come to look for me. We talked just now. He told me that I should understand that SPM is around the corner and he doesn't have time to go online. All the replies he did in Facebook was a quickie, and his friends were posting on his wall so he replied. To me, I think they were all just excuses to avoid me. :/ I have my A levels too. And I think, A levels is much more fucking important than SPM I see? This argument just cannot simply go on. He asked me why is it always his fault whenever we argued? I always tell myself and others, that every time there's an argument, both parties are always at fault. He should've at least find time and speed to at least say "hi" or.. I don't know. ANYTHING! Even a full-stop on my wall is fine! :/ And I should've been more patient; I should've waited. I even cried. I missed the sentences he's always say to me, "jiayou, kat! I'll always support you!" "I'll pray hard for you right now okay, study hard and get all A's in your A levels! :)" and the last one... *sigh* nevermind. I'm not sure whether he cried or not, but I'm sure he probably felt a little guilty deep inside his heart. Best friends should'nt argue. Even if they do, they'll find time to make it up to each other and laugh along the silly arguments they made up. I'm sorry, Jeremy. You're my best friend and I don't want to lose this friendship. :/ I'm sorry.
And now, I'm so stressed at this =_=" :
WTTTFFF... I have a boyfriend, Mister. Seriously, what do you like about me? =_____=" I don't get a single thing. So yeah, I miss my bii as he slept early. And SJ, she's confused. In a dilemma. Between two stuffed animals. One is a giraffe and one is a fishstick. Well, both are fishsticks, but anyway.. She's afraid of hurting the other one if she had to choose one. I don't know what to say too. And also, Nick called in skype again just now. Damn, again he's talking about Jas, about her deactivating Facebook and Twitter. What's his and her problem? :/ zzzz IDGAF anymore lah, imma off to sleep now. :/
-lollipopkat signed off.
