Hey.

Sorry again that I didn't blog last night because my dad had to use the computer. I came back late yesterday, around 7PM. But we left at around 9AM. Stupid isn't it? Problem is in the Limbang immigration post, where we reached there at 2PM but came out at 6PM. If dad hadn't cut in the bloody long queue, we would've reached Brunei around 9PM instead. Nothing really happened last night. Well, about Haiiqal. Nah, I don't want to talk about him. He's a jackass. He forgot about what he had said. Good job. It's okay. I don't want to remember it either. Sucker. Bii called me last night. Yes, called. On the phone. All the way from Malaysia. I told him not to, but he wanted to and said it was worth it.

And guess what. This morning his dad called my number while I was cleaning the rooms upstairs. I saw an unknown number, I don't want to answer it at first but I don't know what has gotten into me that made me answer that call. I have a feeling today's not a good day. It's a very bad day. A man's voice was over the phone. He asked me who I was and where I am now. I'm gullible enough to answer every single question he asked, and in the end he said it's the wrong number. I instantly WA bii, and he said it IS his dad's number. He said he's so dead, because he used his postpaid line to call me. His father found out, and I was dead worried about what will happen to bii. :'s My WA was silent. Soon, bii WA-ed me and said it's okay, because his dad just said that he should just take care of the phone bill and never to call Brunei again. Did I tell you Bryan was adopted? But of course, his foster father treated him.. like a biological son. Cane him, scold him, punish him, etc. :/ Bii told me today was a good day, because he met his biological father when he was walking in the park. He said that his biological father would bring him to Phuket as a sign of apology for not visiting him after SPM after promising him.

Bii's foster father is a very, extremely strict man. I, only as a stranger to his father, is scared of him as well. I doubt that his foster father wouldn't do anything to him, and only tell him to not call Brunei ever again. I got so bloody worried. After that incident, bii didn't reply my WA much. That got me even more worried. He said everything's fine, but... -sigh-. I even stalked his character in Maple, fearing that he might have ignored my WA because he was mapling. Yes, he is on but in WA he said his friend wants to use his character. :/ I seriously, highly doubt everything's gonna be alright..

Anyway, I went to find my aunt this afternoon and handed my CV to her so that she could give it to her daughter-in-law for applying a job in the medical area. Apparently, one of mummy's friend called Agnes, her daughter had found a vacant job, which is being a salesgirl in consumer fairs and carnivals. The carnival was $30 a day, from the 9th to the end of the month of December. But it was full. No more vacancies. The one in the consumer fair will be in January, $50 per day for 5 consecutive days. Not bad. My mum told me to apply for everything that's available because I need to get work experiences. -sigh- Once I get a job, I can't really WA with bii anymore. :/

Yeap. Everything's not fine. Bii's father caned him. CANED him. That word, that VERY word literally broke my heart into pieces. He's just a foster dad. Bii still has his biological dad out there. This is child abuse. :'/ I don't know what I can do, because I'm so far away from him. Damn it. Just because bii called overseas. I knew his dad was up to something. I knew it. I don't know his dad, I never know his dad... but I know typical strict Asians. Even my parents are like that. If they found out I have a boyfriend, God knows what they'll gonna do to me.. :x I know. I don't really think my dad will do anything though, just nag. But mum.. oh boy. I do not want to imagine. But overall, he shouldn't cane him. How old is bii already. He's already 17. He's grown up. Why do it? Even my mum. She used to cane me as well, but now, at most she'll just slap me. It's still my fault, really. I should've reject his call when I could. I got him into so much trouble. :'/ And I can't do anything to help. Jeremy had to watch his k-drama, so we ended up not talking to each other today :/

And now.. this song is describing how I feel right now.. Christina Aguilera - Hurt

-lollipopkat signed off. Hurt and Guilty.

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