Hii..

Gonna tell you something about what happened today later.

Yesterday night bii's Maple character was on. That was weird. I thought he's in youth camp? Oh, okay. So a girl named Jac used his character. Apparently, he asked her to help him complete the daily quest from the NPC. Talked to her for a while - you know, I never asked if she's a boy or a girl because Jac can be a guy's name too @_@" When she said, "BREAK WITH BRYAN LAHH~ COME WITH ME HAAHHAHA" I went o.0" seriously.

This morning, I was getting ready to go to work. I was still half-naked when mum called my name outside and was knocking. Obviously we're girls, so I let her in. She then told me that dad was worried about me driving far to work and ask me not to go. The heck? I already made my decision; I'm going. Mum didn't want me to go. The fuck. How now? I instantly went to write a letter to my employer, Mdm Chen. I was so pissed off that time.

:Dear Mdm Chen,

I am terribly sorry to say this, but I cannot work at your company.

Early this morning I woke up and my dear mother told me that they are worried sick about me driving all the way to Berakas to work. The only disappointing news to me is that after I've decided to take this job two days ago, they told me how worried they are about me working there THIS morning. I am quite unimpressed about their late minute decision, but I have no choice as I am just trying to be a filial child.

I am terribly sorry about this matter, and I am sure you can find a better employee for your company than me.

Yours sincerely,

Kat Goh"

Mdm Chen didn't reply back. What a douchebag I felt. I finally found a good job, with a good amount of salary for a part-timer - $550, including fuel money will be $600. Usually part-timers in Brunei only get at most $400. I am seriously lucky to get this job and now my parents want me to let it go just because it's a 20 minute journey there. FML.

Okay, I got pissed because I actually woke up early to work. I went straight back to sleep, ignoring my mum and dad. I couldn't really sleep well.  I was actually crying. Such a golden opportunity, and I let it go to waste just because I was obedient to my parents. I only managed to take a short nap. When I woke up, I didn't really want to talk. I was still so pissed. My facebook status :-

"; how old am I already, why you still want to treat me like a small kid? You told me to be mature. Now I am trying to be mature, and work hard. Now I finally got a job, you don't want me work there?? What if I go overseas for further studies? You're gonna break down everyday? You told me to grow up, but you guys are the one who should grow up. Don't complain because I said this. You guys are the one who didn't want to let me go and explore the world, and reality. Now you know why I am immature. Parents. Pfft." - Kat Goh

God, please punish me. =.=" I have made a sin, by not following my own instincts. =.="

-sigh- I went to help mum clean the storeroom after that. The storeroom seems to have quite a lot of things, but a lot of them were disposed by me later that. I was out most of the day, because mum told me to buy her groceries, throw the rubbish, and order a takeaway. Then, she told me to get the car to a car wash, where this worker keeps looking at me while washing the car =.=" I act myself as tomboyish as possible. Sitting like a rough gangster, posing like one, etc. STILL that bloody worker.. My God. KILL ME!! PLEASE!! KILL MEEEE =.=" I'm like wearing a big plain blue shirt, a pair of grey pants and a pair of black flip flops =.= Still... what the fuck. What's wrong with that worker? =.="

FML. My relative came to my house today. She asked me how was my first day of work. Mum told her that I didn't go in the end because my dad was worried. My relative asked me how much was my salary, I answered $600.

Aunt : Good ma! Why you don't want to try work there? $600 is good leh.
Mum : Aiya, problem is it's far la. It's at Berakas. Her dad's worried about her driving safety.
Aunt : Aiya, got job opportunity why don't want to try? Distance of course is a little bit of a problem, but you can let her try ma. At least got a little pocket money at the end of the month. My niece ah, she lives in Lambak Kanan ah, have to drive all the way to Gadong again to work. Her salary only $300+. See la, Distance between LK and Gdg is longer than the distance between Berakas and here la.
Mum : yea lah, I was thinking about letting her try also just that her father is just too stubborn.
Aunt : $600 leh. If I were her, I'd straight go work there lo.

There were more conversations but I don't remember them in order. Mum was speechless when my relative left. She stared at me, and gave me the guilty smile while trying to laugh. "Hehe, why don't you try emailing Mdm Chen again? Say that you managed to convince your dad and now you want to go to work again?" She said.

THE FUCK LAH! THIS IS NOT A GAME. IT'S NOT FUNNY LAH, MA. I'm the one who have decided to go work in that company, this morning you tell me better don't, I listen. Now you want me to beg to go back? Come on. If you're the employer and a job seeker is liddat in your company, you still want to hire her/him??? "Walao lah. I don't wanna talk liao lah. What's done is done," I said to mum. I very dulan.

Just now, my cousin-in-law said there is an OD job available at her former company. Mum keep forcing me to finish the CV and hand it to my cousin-in-law. "OD is good ma. Your cousin and her bf also work as OD, etc etc etc", Mum said. I'm still pissed about this morning. So fucking pissed. I argued with my parents again because of this. Fuck life. Fuck them.

-lollipopkat signed off. pissed. VERY pissed.

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