Felt like everything's falling today. Without you, is like a flower without its stalk. I felt even more moody -.-" fml.
Today at work was like any other normal, boring day. Sent my nephew and niece to CHMS, then went to take away my most favourite dimsum, Salad Prawn from HuaHua Restaurant. I reached the office around 8.18AM. As usual, I have to move my ass to Ira's table because her computer isn't working. Bleh, continue with my darn boring work. But most of the time I was playing with my iTouch HEHE. So yeah, had lunch with Shi Xuan and Farah. She told us EVERYTHING ABOUT THE BLIND DATE 8D she seems really happy about it, and I'm glad for her 8)
Back to the office nao. Bought Yakult Passionfruit w rainbow jelly while I got SJ a pearl milk tea ^^ didn't text bii all day.. Miss him alot. :(
The annoying part came in. Cause I was in charge of the attendance record, and because Ira's using my computer I have to do them manually. I wasn't sure about the deducted time and additional time so I didn't put them in. Funny thing was Fiona called my name and scolded me.
"You work here for already a few months and you still don't know how to do this? Tasha even had a fun time doing it, why can't you do it as well? Plus she's just an O level graduate while you're an A level graduate. How could you be less smart than her? Please be serious in your work. If you don't want to do this, let SJ do," she said.
Okay fine. Have it your way. Whatever. I just think that it's unfair you include their deducted time but not additional time. You were the one who said you're fair in doing things, especially things that are involved with $$$$$. I wasn't even taught nicely. You didn't even bother to teach me. Even if you did, you were like in your own little world, talking in some kind of language only you yourself understand. Even SJ didn't do okay. Well, it's normal cause it's her first time doing it -.-"
My mood seriously just went down the drain. So fucking annoying. She then called my name again and asked for my petrol allowances. All I said was, "no need."
She said, "aiyaaaa I let you do laaa.."
I just turned my back to her and with a seriously sulking face I said, "I said no need."
I shed tears, idk why. I'm sensitive. I actually hate talking like this to people, even with my own mum. It feels like there's a big guilt carrying on my shoulder yet I don't feel guilty at all. I really dislike talking to her. I'm so damn tired of pretending to be nice to her. I don't even know how SJ could cope with her attitude and still treat her nice. Well, I overheard Fiona's conversation with SJ, not that I'm eavesdropping but her voice is really like a speaker. She said she doesn't know why I look so moody today.
WTH. Okay, that is my serious face. You told me to stop playing so I showed serious face, and now you're saying I'm moody? That's why I don't want to look serious and I smile all the time. Everybody knows that when people are serious, their face are like "you owe me money bitch. When are you going to return it or I'll break your face"
-.-" gah. Hate it. I'm off to sleep now. Nights. Bii, I miss you. Why didn't you text me back..?
-lollipopkat signed off.
♥ I always love you, my Bryan ♥ 5/29/2012 11:02:00 PM
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