So.. He told me to answer him three questions. If I answer the first question right, he'll continue with the second and the third.

1) Do you think I love you now?

I don't know. I couldn't answer. He pushed me away so much, it's for a good cause. But I answered no.

"Then there's no more questions to be asked."

I straight away answered 'yes'.. but to think I was too late, I said nevermind. Surprisingly, he continued with the question.

2) Do you think you're the only one bad in our r/s?

Yes. Without hesitation, I just said yes.

"you solely believe that you're the only one wrong?"

Yes. I solely believe that. He said that we both did wrong after all his explanation..

"Okay" was all I said.

3) Would you like to be my girlfriend?

This third question. I didn't answer straight away. I started crying.. I don't know why. I think it's because I'm so fearful of losing him that I am causing my own pain. Love can make you do crazy things as you should all know or at least have grown to know. Being in love, you just want everything to go perfect and suddenly everything went wrong.  We're humans and we all make mistakes and it's not going to go lovey dovey all the time. Love is good when things are working out but it can also hurt one when things are not working out. Love comes from deep within. The hurt also comes from deep inside and one can only choose to forget.

After I stopped crying I said, "Yes I want to be your girlfriend."

He changed his mind. "I don't want a girlfriend... I want you.."

Again, I couldn't stop crying. Eventually, I did though cause everything just went better.

I kinda told SJ a little bit of what happened, and she said..

"First of all, you're not an attention seeker. You love him and you want to show your affection to him, so he won't lose hope on you. Secondly, NOOB and noob ain't the same. Thirdly, what? He doesn't want you to be clingy? Want to be boring and bland and just go 'Yo what you doing' with no hearts and stuffs? Then he won't feel how much you love him"

 She said she doesn't care anymore, and she doesn't know me anymore >.>" I don't know. I know SJ dislikes me right now because I'm so stupid :/ but it's okay. I know everything's worth it. Have no idea what the heck just happened, but yeah. We went back together again.

-lollipopkat signed off.

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